Bad feelings

To visit someone in their home
to bad mouth them and make them cry
the evil of the jellical
I have to wonder why
some give those impressions
of a caring kind
but can stoop down and create
explosive drivel
in their mind
can enter some dark pathway
to break the heart of one
angelic goddess sweetheart
who knows not why its done

for the need was not to do this
far better to have gone into the abyss
and vomited
and then perhaps to don
a cloak of night and demonstrate
a worthlessness elsewhere
then come into my darlings home
and drive her to despair

I am saddened by this outburst
from a so called healthy soul
your judgement clearly shot away
out of some black hole
you crawled on that wet morning
and came to spoil her day
with such envy and such jealousy
and depraved underlay

I know her and I love her
she is on a level you
can never reach, not ever
with anything you do
her talent and her attitude
her succint thoughts, I know
can not be bettered ever
and thus it was a blow
that took a lot out of her
she didn’t need that stress
and I for one am beside myself
about it, I confess