The love of my life is no longer with me ( A Gorilla tells all)

Oh! dear
my heart is broken
it can never be repaired
not ever, I
was taken from the mountains
where I lived with my
sweet love
they came and they just took me
I ask why
I loved her so
and she was always with me
we cuddled
we supported each other, we
we were so in love
I would have even killed for her
but as you see
it just was not to be

she was left behind
and I was taken
and here I am standing close to
Depressions door
suppressed so stressed
I am beside myself
no hills to climb
no sun to shine
whatever is life now for?

I have no life
not as I knew it everyday
I feel so sick
its just I do not know
where she does stay
is she buried in some hollow
feeding termites
or still is she now thinking long of me
looking through this glass
what has come to pass
my anger has subsided
and I still see

her face sometimes
and wish I could just hold her
hold her feel her body
an embrace
then I realise the face
I’m seeing
is my own reflection
my own face
I cry inside, I cry
I cry, incessantly
I am shouldering the bitterness and woe
my spirits broken
what is there to live for
I feel forsaken
and I need to go
close my eyes and drift
off to eternity
with her face and lips
beside me, she
was and is my only love
and I lost her
and now I shall be without
through all eternity