Out of body experience

40 hours of agony
Of plangency and woe
Of tearfulness and dolefulness
Of just wanting to go
Far away from my family
From the park where I belong
Into the darkest forest
My bellyache so strong

Such joylessness so dispirited
Such misery I made mine
The earnestness and gravity
With my life now on the line
Unnerved downcast and sadder
Than I had ever felt before
Unrelieved and dreary
Sinking at my core

Why are human beings given
The freedom they can kill
Frighten us and threaten us
And our blood can spill
Each animal that lives on earth
Was created to be here
Whether prey or predator
Our countenance is cheer

The weaker ones are sacrificed
So the stronger ones can be
More able and more sustainable
And more able to be free
All have an equilibrium
All creatures big and small
All things wise and wonderful
The lord god made us all

Our sentience is solid
The perceptions they are too
The overwhelming planet
We share of course with you
Your shamelessness your brazenness
Your flagrancy of thought
You steal away our habitat
And then of course we are caught

Up in your animosity your rancour
And distress
We become the enemy
And we have no redress
You make the laws permitting
Some of your wild ones too
Come into our forests
And do what they must do

Be mannerless and churlish
Off handed and cavalier
With their guns and ammunition
They bring us dread and fear
They intimidate and frighten us
They ridicule and mock
We feel the given terror
And are apprehensive of the shock

Many craven spirits enter our domain
Spunkless and faint-hearted
They come back time again
Brinkman and adventurers
Hunters and the rest
With all their guns a blazing
Irresponsible at best

I must have slept some of that time
But still was so aware
If they caught me I was done for
The odds now were unfair
Nefarious and doubtful
Dishonourable too
They felt so despicable
And their smell was bad
Its true

Baseless and deflated
I had to stay ahead
Their basic theatricality
Was playing in my head
My heart was pumping loudly
I had lost a lot of blood
Their hubris and their arrogance
I could feel it like a flood

That brute antagonism
That loathing it was there
That ill- will and that bitterness
That resentment and despair
They were quarrelling and aggressive
Almost in a state of war

I felt it in my gullet
Like I never had before

Finally they found me
I could’t run any more
A shot rang out I heard it
Looking back down on the floor
I saw my lifeless body
I saw their eager eyes
I actually saw it for myself
From up there in the skies

Their ungraciousness and gruffness
So loutish and uncouth
Unsmiling grim and surly
And that was the truth
Clearly such revulsion
Such anger in their soul
These were never humans
They were monsters on a roll

Sadists they were sadists
Their brutality immense
Barbarity and devilry
And clearly lack of sense
Vindictive and so pitiless
They stripped my skin away
Every inch I felt that pain
They wanted to make me pay

And then they tore my face off
And blood was everywhere
They were covered in it
But clearly unaware
Of the evil in their eyes I saw
And the darkness of their souls
And all the worst intentions
In their malicious controls

Then they cut my abdomen
And pulled my organs clear
Seeing that before my eyes
Dragged me through such fear
These were virulent spirits
Hostile to a tee
Inhumane and unnatural
As grim as they could be

Ghoulish fiendish bullies
Ferocious was their lust
Sekhmet can you stay with them
And just share my disgust