its frantic full on awful
an agony of choice
Its indifferent and its violent
leaving me little choice
but dread but awe but woefulness
I hesitate to cry
trembling deep and quaking
with a certainty that I
cannot be much longer
at this level of pain
its challenge is emphatic
and my admission feels in vain
theres no relief forthcoming
The reason does feel wrong
so anxious and so unhappy
I just do not belong
in this stoic impassivity
in this callous disregard
for the spiritless insouciance
Thats unimaginatively hard.
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