Respect

For me it is humiliation
A lack of respect and just scorn
Aweless and well just unflattering
As a women it begins to dawn
On me really that his irreverence
Certainly Disfavours me
It feels like a genuine slap in the face
It’s unwarranted and discriminatory

Where is his consideration
Honouring me he should be
As the mother in fact of his children
The utter contempt I now see
It’s like being spurned being spat on
It’s hard to look him in the eye
Knowing what he’s getting up to
It’s shameful and shabby and why

I do find it hard now to swallow
Living with a man who believes
It’s right to share my bed whilst
Iniquitously
Watching wicked films which just grieves
Me that he’s apparently turned on
To filth of the ungodly kind
It just makes me feel so dirty inside
And I can’t get it out of my mind