Existence
absoluteness
into perpetuity
with all the fundmentals
and a yearning to be free
the past lives kind of trapped me
those entities were there
pulling at my pyjama strings
and causing me despair
meeting you
my immortal friend
your profound depth
made me see
a tenaciousness
a cohesion
just how it ought to be
a skin like bubble enveloped
me
and took me to a place
translucent walls and ceilings
and then I saw your face
no other face has ever looked like your face
to my eyes
you are indeed so beautiful
and that’s about the size
of what draws me to your place
a velocity a fragility
perhaps a transitory pace
you are my opportunity
my psychological crutch
everything about you
makes me love you much
each day brings the day when
I wont see ever again
closer and this feeling
brings me so much pain
I cannot for the life of me
get my head around
the thought that that is possible
in sorrow I am drowned
it does create a crisis
and leaves me with concern
no one has ever loved another
like me as one day you will learn
for at sahwein I will come back
to visit dear with you
I cannot face the moment
to not be with you and true
destiny predicts a soulful
reunion one day
I will search through every life
there has to be way
I cannot live without you
to die would be a sin
the emptiness is everything
a molecule of skin
a vital spark
is viable
and I would be damned if I
closed my eyes for ever
and never saw the sky
buried in the cold earth
far away from you
scratching hard to free myself
what am I going to do
image less
that’s daunting
a reverie of sorts
ideas every which way
and a notion of deep thoughts