ANNE

Still here alone
Not much to do
No one to speak with
Which is true
I have some sand
And a plastic ball
3 little goats
But that is all

They raised my expectations high
But I am irritated and you best
Know why
I miss the compatibility
And understanding and sympathy

A bond of friendship
And togetherness
Camaraderie
Kindliness
The ability to reminisce
Must to be friends
And exchange some bliss

Those overtures
To chum up and be
Just finding some wonderment
Hopefully
Some reassurance and purpose to
Aspire to just living
Whats left of life, who?

Feels so elevated
And grandiose
And so patronizing
Which kind of shows
How oppressive and uppish people are
With personal motives
They try to spar

With my affections
They think they can
Indulge themselves
And thats their plan
I’m allright Jack
Charity begins right here
Its an ego trip
That much is clear

Its subservience
They want from me
Just be dependent
Seemingly
I have no real voice
Not anymore
Just to be compliant
And just ignore

The inconsolable
Cheerless days
Fearing the worst
Its the malaise
No elephant wants
At the end of their term
To be the saddest pachyderm