Farewell my love

I thought of you last night darling I did

I lay awake, kind of lifting the lid

feeling a weakness inside of me

and crying my heart out

vociferously

I wanted to get up

and come and see you

I felt something strange in me

what could I do

I wanted to be with you

just one more time

and pass you my shadows

and my book of rhyme

I wanted to see your eyes

just one more time

if I closed mine I thought

maybe I would climb

out of my body

and peer down to see

the end of a friend

as death captured me

I knew it was coming

I felt it today

but I was unwilling to just

go away

I clung onto life

for some moments

but I

was clearly

about to lay there and die

Id be gone forever

to some other place

and never again would I see your face

would I see your hair

your eyes and your soul

the thought of that

C I lost  all control

dare I get in my car

and drive over to you

and knock on your door

what would you do

if I died in your arms

you might

yell at me

so I closed my eyes

knowing I wouldn’t see

you ever again

not ever no more

then rolled out of my bed

and fell on the floor.

if you have heard

I passed on in the night

my last thoughts were of you

I hope thats alright

Farewell my love

I will wait for thee

by the old wooden bijou 

near your apple tree

in the evenings sometimes

on the dragon I will

quietly wait for you

when the evenings are still

at samhain I will come

to the rollrights I’ll be

walking the circle

hopeful to see

your beautiful figure

your wonderful hair

and whatever happens

I’m sure to be there

xxx