Kaavan

When Sahell passed
In 2012
I struggled on for she
Was my whole world
I Loved her very much
And she loved me
I knew that she was ailing
I wish I too could have gone
To the Rainbow Bridge
Together so we could have just gone on

8 years every single second
She’s been on my mind
Life was over in a moment
That I was left behind
All alone and my broken heart
Was unable to be
Mended not in this lifetime
For I loved her massively

The place there in Islamabad
They tried but I felt low
And I was half the soul I was before
As I guess they know
Of course she often said things
That made me feel forlorn
But I loved her like no other
And my heart and soul were torn

I gave up almost every day
I just wanted to die
She came to me sometimes in my dreams
Which was really why
I wanted to join her
For the Summer Land
Where the leaves were green and lovely
Join the ancestral band

And now the Four Paws people
And others around the world
Felt my tears all through the years
And saw how I was hurled
Out really from my body
Woeful and alone
Needing to speak with others
How I had clearly shown

And now I am in Cambodia
In Siem Reap I be
Thats in the North West of Cambodia
With friends I am sort of free
Sahell I can talk to her
And tell her where I be
And that one day I will join her
For I so so want to see

Her