its frantic full on awful<\/p>\n
an agony of \u00a0choice<\/p>\n
Its indifferent \u00a0and its violent<\/p>\n
leaving me little choice<\/p>\n
but dread but awe but woefulness<\/p>\n
I hesitate \u00a0to cry<\/p>\n
trembling deep and quaking<\/p>\n
with a certainty that I<\/p>\n
cannot be much longer<\/p>\n
at this level of pain<\/p>\n
its challenge is emphatic<\/p>\n
and \u00a0my admission feels \u00a0in vain<\/p>\n
theres no relief forthcoming<\/p>\n
The reason does feel wrong<\/p>\n
so anxious and so unhappy<\/p>\n
I just do not belong<\/p>\n
in this stoic impassivity<\/p>\n
in this callous disregard<\/p>\n
for the spiritless insouciance<\/p>\n
Thats \u00a0unimaginatively \u00a0hard.<\/p>\n
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its frantic full on awful an agony of \u00a0choice Its indifferent \u00a0and its violent leaving me little choice but dread but awe but woefulness I hesitate \u00a0to cry trembling deep and quaking with a certainty that I cannot be much … Continue reading