{"id":44831,"date":"2020-03-17T09:31:42","date_gmt":"2020-03-17T09:31:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=44831"},"modified":"2020-03-17T09:45:04","modified_gmt":"2020-03-17T09:45:04","slug":"captivity-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2020\/03\/captivity-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Captivity"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A state of expectation<br \/>\nOf wildness and of freedom<br \/>\nAll that pent up suppressed need<br \/>\nUnfulfilled and lost<br \/>\nA prisoner who never committed any crimes<br \/>\nBut just was locked up anyway<br \/>\nJust a sign of the times<\/p>\n<p>Resigned to the hopelessness<br \/>\nThe utter disappointment<br \/>\nEverything was baffled<br \/>\nBlighted and a bitter end<br \/>\nYou cannot exercise your limbs<br \/>\nThere is no place to turn around<br \/>\nThwarted balked and hindered<br \/>\nChained up and always bound<\/p>\n<p>Your bubble was burst long ago<br \/>\nHopes dashed, disillusioned<br \/>\nMurphys law and every whammy<br \/>\nNothing Ever came to be<br \/>\nLife for you was meaningless<br \/>\nEmpty and nonsensical<br \/>\nUnspeakable untranslatable<br \/>\nA paradox for sure<br \/>\nConfined in fact to purdah<br \/>\nAnd beaten and some  more<\/p>\n<p>The bull hook and the whip<br \/>\nCoupled with the chains and screaming<br \/>\nIncarceration and restraint<br \/>\nIn every walk of life<br \/>\nRepression and coercion<br \/>\nHouse arrest and guarding<br \/>\nWhat amounts to bloody quarantine<br \/>\nJust plain and utter strife<\/p>\n<p>Trammeled shackled hammered<br \/>\nRestricted every movement<br \/>\nThe greatest ever pachyderm<br \/>\nDeflated every day<br \/>\nBeaten down and made to feel<br \/>\nImpoverished and hopeless<br \/>\nMentally dependent<br \/>\nOn the keepers all the way<\/p>\n<p>Bondage and enslavement<br \/>\nBrings on the mental habits<br \/>\nThe awful aberration the swaying too and fro<br \/>\nOppressed beyond the pale of life<br \/>\nBrought to ones knees on show<br \/>\nSubservient to human beings<br \/>\nTrodden down into the dirt<br \/>\nWe all dream of a great unravelling<br \/>\nAnd liberation and such hurt<\/p>\n<p>Is evident in our surrender<br \/>\nOur compromise in how we feel<br \/>\nRocking in our cage and saying<br \/>\nOur bereavement its for real<br \/>\nDiminishing returns for all<br \/>\nCaptivity phajan and more<br \/>\nThe crippling effects of torture<br \/>\nFor us it is an all out war<\/p>\n<p>We rock we cry we sense the end<br \/>\nOur wildness gone for evermore<br \/>\nGalley slaves on board your vessel<br \/>\nBehind bars each guardroom door<br \/>\nLocked and clearly clanging banging<br \/>\nThe countryside the massive plain<br \/>\nWhat we knew of total wildness<br \/>\nWe will never see again<\/p>\n<p>The wonderment beyond all else<br \/>\nThe hero worship we enjoy<br \/>\nFamily and the love and care<br \/>\nThe matriarch she does employ<br \/>\nA wondrous teaching on each journey<br \/>\nHer calmness and serenity<br \/>\nReplaced by doom and<br \/>\nGloom and hatred<br \/>\nOur lineage and ancestry<\/p>\n<p>Cancelled out by arrogance<br \/>\nBy ignorance and selfishness<br \/>\nPachyderms as large as life<br \/>\nCommitted to a cage so small<br \/>\nThrusts into your darkness<br \/>\nSworn at beaten made to feel<br \/>\nWe are simple servants<br \/>\nOutcastes to conceal<\/p>\n<p>Introversion breeds a coldness<br \/>\nOstracism every day<br \/>\nRestricted to a tiny space<br \/>\nAnd left to rot away<br \/>\nGruffness bluntness harshness roughness<br \/>\nActs of true discourtesy<br \/>\nWe are suffering we are victims<br \/>\nMental illness tragically<\/p>\n<p>Read this and cry your eyes out <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A state of expectation Of wildness and of freedom All that pent up suppressed need Unfulfilled and lost A prisoner who never committed any crimes But just was locked up anyway Just a sign of the times Resigned to the &hellip; 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