{"id":43476,"date":"2019-12-11T00:22:31","date_gmt":"2019-12-11T00:22:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=43476"},"modified":"2019-12-11T00:30:24","modified_gmt":"2019-12-11T00:30:24","slug":"yule-message-to-my-doctor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2019\/12\/yule-message-to-my-doctor\/","title":{"rendered":"Yule message to my Doctor"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have felt so I uncared for<br \/>\nA life sentence really<br \/>\nOf misunderstandings<br \/>\nOut in the cold<br \/>\nLeft alone and unheeded<br \/>\nAnd I haven\u2019t succeeded<br \/>\nIn putting my point across<br \/>\nMy life was on hold<\/p>\n<p>My pain has been massive<br \/>\nBut I have had my musings<br \/>\ncampaigning and blogging<br \/>\nand fighting each cause<br \/>\nA lone figure jogging<br \/>\nDown dark country roads<br \/>\nOver mountainous passes now<br \/>\nNot wearing my glasses<br \/>\nI stumbled And fell<br \/>\nNobody to help me<br \/>\nTo pick me up dust me off<br \/>\nNo one at all<br \/>\nIt was as if my Hell<br \/>\nWas just of  my making<br \/>\nWith so much love in me<br \/>\nIt just felt so wrong<br \/>\nAnd now I am weaker<br \/>\nAnd older And suffering<br \/>\nLeft with uncertainty<br \/>\nYes all along<\/p>\n<p>Its my obscurity<br \/>\nUnsure and doubtful<br \/>\nOf where I should be<br \/>\nI lost my soul mate<br \/>\nand that really got to me<br \/>\nI have been struggling<br \/>\nFighting to free<br \/>\nMyself of what held me back<br \/>\nTook me to dark corners<br \/>\nSo many tears falling<br \/>\nEveryday<br \/>\nThen I found some light<br \/>\nIn the shape of a doctor<br \/>\nA lady who I felt helped me<br \/>\nShe saw<br \/>\nThe pain I was suffering<br \/>\nThe x rays they told her<br \/>\nBut despite her overload<br \/>\nDidn\u2019t ignore<\/p>\n<p>Me I did feel cared for<br \/>\nTruly respected<br \/>\nNot just that nuisance<br \/>\nWhose gait was so slow<br \/>\nWho moaned when he walked<br \/>\nClearly<br \/>\n suffering greatly<br \/>\nShe kind of lifted my spirit<br \/>\nYou know<\/p>\n<p>Restored some faith<br \/>\nIn the way I was feeling<br \/>\nShe understood what I was going through<br \/>\nAnd that really helped me to<br \/>\nFight off the demons<br \/>\nTo take on the world<br \/>\nWith its pain good and true<br \/>\nWith Yule in the offing<br \/>\nI wanted to thank you<br \/>\nYour kindness and thoughts<br \/>\nI appreciate and<br \/>\nYou have been supporting me<br \/>\nAnd I am grateful<br \/>\nIt\u2019s helped me these past<br \/>\nMonths  to so understand<\/p>\n<p>Thankyou Dr Magliano for all your help and care<br \/>\nYou have been my rock and  am much stronger now<br \/>\nFor the help and consideration you have shown me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have felt so I uncared for A life sentence really Of misunderstandings Out in the cold Left alone and unheeded And I haven\u2019t succeeded In putting my point across My life was on hold My pain has been massive &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2019\/12\/yule-message-to-my-doctor\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[377,23,25,54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43476","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-duty-of-care-was-never-there","category-emotional-poems","category-ethereal-poems","category-people-i-have-observed"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43476","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=43476"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43476\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":43481,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43476\/revisions\/43481"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=43476"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=43476"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=43476"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}