A dripping tap of devilry
\nHas taken all I loved away
\nThe bloodbath of repetitiveness
\nMust surely now forever stay
\nA stain that grows within my soul
\nA child whose eyes now dare
\nTo question the true sanity
\nOf why so much despair
\nFills what is eternity
\nBoundless and untold
\nMy obvious fragility
\nAlone today I hold
\nThe battleground before me
\nAn unearthly scene of woe
\nI have grown up in an instant
\nThere is no where else to go<\/p>\n
For me a cataclysm
\nDivides my realm of light
\nAll my creature comforts
\nIs this why I have sight
\nA watershed of being
\nA casualty today
\nA destiny of impending doom
\nIs bound to come my way
\nMy infancy exhausted
\nDisabled by it all
\nWhich god would sanction
\nWhat I see
\nThe silent overhaul<\/p>\n
A debacle of misfortune
\nAn apocalyptic cause
\nThat subjugates my senses
\nAnd leaves me now to pause
\nTo propagate adultness
\nTo demonstrate a need
\nTo demonise and sacrifice
\nAnd force angels to bleed<\/p>\n
To come into a world like this
\nMy nativity
\nAborted in so many ways
\nThe whole integrity
\nOf life that honest miracle
\nA shambles to be sure
\nOf gladiatorial combat
\nAnd what is all out war
\nWhatever it is I have become
\nMy parents clearly are
\nGenocidal self destructive
\nSlaughterers who scar
\nAnd purge what was the life force
\nAnd will I too be free
\nJoining all these animals
\nFor surely I should be<\/p>\n
In a land called NEPAL hope sadly is no longer eternal<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
A dripping tap of devilry Has taken all I loved away The bloodbath of repetitiveness Must surely now forever stay A stain that grows within my soul A child whose eyes now dare To question the true sanity Of why … Continue reading