Still here alone
\nNot much to do
\nNo one to speak with
\nWhich is true
\nI have some sand
\nAnd a plastic ball
\n3 little goats
\nBut that is all<\/p>\n
They raised my expectations high
\nBut I am irritated and you best
\nKnow why
\nI miss the compatibility
\nAnd understanding and sympathy<\/p>\n
A bond of friendship
\nAnd togetherness
\nCamaraderie
\nKindliness
\nThe ability to reminisce
\nMust to be friends
\nAnd exchange some bliss<\/p>\n
Those overtures
\nTo chum up and be
\nJust finding some wonderment
\nHopefully
\nSome reassurance and purpose to
\nAspire to just living
\nWhats left of life, who?<\/p>\n
Feels so elevated
\nAnd grandiose
\nAnd so patronizing
\nWhich kind of shows
\nHow oppressive and uppish people are
\nWith personal motives
\nThey try to spar<\/p>\n
With my affections
\nThey think they can
\nIndulge themselves
\nAnd thats their plan
\nI’m allright Jack
\nCharity begins right here
\nIts an ego trip
\nThat much is clear<\/p>\n
Its subservience
\nThey want from me
\nJust be dependent
\nSeemingly
\nI have no real voice
\nNot anymore
\nJust to be compliant
\nAnd just ignore<\/p>\n
The inconsolable
\nCheerless days
\nFearing the worst
\nIts the malaise
\nNo elephant wants
\nAt the end of their term
\nTo be the saddest pachyderm<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Still here alone Not much to do No one to speak with Which is true I have some sand And a plastic ball 3 little goats But that is all They raised my expectations high But I am irritated and … Continue reading