{"id":36832,"date":"2018-05-14T17:01:43","date_gmt":"2018-05-14T17:01:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=36832"},"modified":"2018-05-14T17:07:48","modified_gmt":"2018-05-14T17:07:48","slug":"from-ulises","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2018\/05\/from-ulises\/","title":{"rendered":"From Ulises"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Being born in the ocean<br \/>\nThe Atlantic Ocean<br \/>\nA fifth of the planet was where<br \/>\nI and my family were all free to wander<br \/>\nAt depths nobody dare compare<br \/>\n12,000 feet going deeper<br \/>\nAs old as the hills you can say<br \/>\n250 million years<br \/>\nThe life force was power all the way<\/p>\n<p>When I was caught I was swimming<br \/>\nNear Iceland that volcanic place<br \/>\nThe energy there was explosive<br \/>\nThe vigour there goes at a pace<br \/>\nFrom there I was shipped to Barcelona Zoo<br \/>\nA hell of a place I can say<br \/>\nFrom the might of the ocean<br \/>\nWith all its devotion<br \/>\nTo a zoo more discordant each day<\/p>\n<p>For 13 long years I was all on my own<br \/>\nI was socially exciting and free<br \/>\nTo be left on my own it was debilitating<br \/>\nThe conflict was inside of me<br \/>\nRaging a tumult at variance<br \/>\nWith all of the freedoms before<br \/>\nI died many times in my heart and my soul<br \/>\nAnd SEAWORLD broke every law<\/p>\n<p>The harmony and understanding<br \/>\nOur pod was the best pod around<br \/>\nWe sang to the very same hymn sheet<br \/>\nAnd we all pulled together and found<br \/>\nFortune and skills that were lovely<br \/>\nWe just had a perfect rapport<br \/>\nAnd then to be left in a lonely old zoo<br \/>\nWell it got really into my core<\/p>\n<p>I was defiant and daring<br \/>\nTrying the brave face but I<br \/>\nFound it enormously challenging<br \/>\nAnd after ten years just to die<br \/>\nWould have been some path I felt like taking<br \/>\nThey were brazen to me at that zoo<br \/>\nAnd then when I got into Sea World<br \/>\nThey were insulting there too<\/p>\n<p>It became like a war in my psyche<br \/>\nAn incursion of all I held dear<br \/>\nI was up against it<br \/>\nAll of that chlorine<br \/>\nIll fated so stricken with fear<br \/>\nThe oxygen there was so choking<br \/>\nThe taste of that chlorine so vile<br \/>\nI swam in the waste of my making<br \/>\nMile after mile after mile<\/p>\n<p>They put themselves up as my master<br \/>\nDespots I just have to say<br \/>\nThrowing my buckets of out of date fish<br \/>\nAnd expecting me to go and play<br \/>\nTricks for the moronic people<br \/>\nScreaming it sickened me so<br \/>\nThey made me feel like their servant<br \/>\nDependent on them yes I know<\/p>\n<p>For dead fish for drugs and for torture<br \/>\nEnslavement my yoke was their soul<br \/>\nDowntrodden by the resentment<br \/>\nHeld down and made to control<br \/>\nMy feelings of leaping and weeping<br \/>\nNone of these feelings could I<br \/>\nHave in the tank where I listlessly sank<br \/>\nWith my dorsal bent over thats why<\/p>\n<p>Custodians the so called trainers<br \/>\nWithout my consent they would give<br \/>\nAll sorts of antibiotics and drugs<br \/>\nPushed into the dead fish, I live<br \/>\nIn this soup of a tank in my urine and poo<br \/>\nA cocktail of chlorine and what made it blue<br \/>\nNot just the blue tiles but chemicals they<br \/>\nAdded i know what they did every day<\/p>\n<p>Orca&#8217;s have feelings and emotions too<br \/>\nWe are responsive like  some of you<br \/>\nI had deep feelings for my mama<br \/>\nShe was my guru she was a star<br \/>\nWhen I got to SEAWORLD the heartaches I knew<br \/>\nA waking nightmare the torment was true<br \/>\nSo broken hearted so full of woe<br \/>\nAnd I have been long suffering<br \/>\nAs you folks all know<\/p>\n<p>40 years old the pain of it all<br \/>\nThe sexual abuse that as a rule<br \/>\nDown behind closed doors thats what they do<br \/>\nIts all insufferable and has been all through<br \/>\nIts pulled at my heartstrings and  brought me to tears<br \/>\nCaused so much trauma over the years<br \/>\nI would just love to die to just melt away<br \/>\nFor its soulless down here being just made to pay<\/p>\n<p>I am leaden and heavy and ready to go<br \/>\nWith the angels that come for us<br \/>\nAs well we know<br \/>\nResigned really honestly  to waste away<br \/>\nBereft of all hope as a matter of course<br \/>\nDare I say<br \/>\nGo down to the bottom<br \/>\nAnd stay there and be<br \/>\nAsleep forever<br \/>\nLet eternity<\/p>\n<p>Wrap me in splendour<br \/>\nAnd just let me be<br \/>\nUpright and good<br \/>\nIn my integrity<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Being born in the ocean The Atlantic Ocean A fifth of the planet was where I and my family were all free to wander At depths nobody dare compare 12,000 feet going deeper As old as the hills you can &hellip; 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