{"id":36157,"date":"2018-03-20T12:11:45","date_gmt":"2018-03-20T12:11:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=36157"},"modified":"2018-03-20T12:46:11","modified_gmt":"2018-03-20T12:46:11","slug":"i-was-always-a-lost-soul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2018\/03\/i-was-always-a-lost-soul\/","title":{"rendered":"I was always a lost soul  &#8220;SUDAN&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Existence for me<br \/>\nwas at odds with my soul<br \/>\nWith the urges I felt<br \/>\nwith the lack of control<br \/>\nHumans their arrogance<br \/>\nbasically they<br \/>\nHave hearts and have minds<br \/>\nbut cant find a way<\/p>\n<p>Out of their<br \/>\ndeep seated violence for life<br \/>\nThey breed like flies<br \/>\ncreating such strife<br \/>\nStealing the land<br \/>\nfrom each other at will<br \/>\nAnd long after my death<br \/>\nwill be stealing it still<\/p>\n<p>They called me Sudan<br \/>\nafter where I was born<br \/>\nA flower in Their Paradise<br \/>\nI was their thorn<br \/>\nUndeniably My keratin<br \/>\njust like their nails<br \/>\nBut still became targets<br \/>\nfor old chinese males<\/p>\n<p>Traditional medicine<br \/>\nso I was told<br \/>\nOur powerful horns<br \/>\nmade us rampant and bold<br \/>\nPoachers employed<br \/>\nto steal us away<br \/>\nCorruption was rife<br \/>\nat the end of the day<\/p>\n<p>We were maligned by the lies that we heard<br \/>\nNothing there tangible, it was absurd<br \/>\nBaseless and groundless, fictititiously<br \/>\nThey established a market intentionally<br \/>\nOur annihilation was on the cards<br \/>\nDespite the drones the high fences<br \/>\nAnd guards<\/p>\n<p>The visionaries they had all melted away<br \/>\nIn their place the doogooders and eccentrics<br \/>\nWho pay<br \/>\nLots of lip service ofcourse its those  zoo&#8217;s<br \/>\nAnd its back down to profit and turning the screws<br \/>\nI was an old soul but I am now looking down<br \/>\nOn a planet where hope and the will of a clown<br \/>\nLike me understands what its  like to  be real<br \/>\nTo be whole to be true and to so really feel<\/p>\n<p>I was happy enough in Sudan in the sun<br \/>\nTill the trappers came for me what had I done<br \/>\nTo deserve  such a circus of people and they<br \/>\nWere from Chipperfields so I heard<br \/>\nHardly a ray<br \/>\nOf sun kissed profusion, and after them I<br \/>\nReached Czechoslovakia not knowing why<\/p>\n<p>I was an African that was my place<br \/>\nEurope was alien it wasnt my space<br \/>\nSome zoo director apparently<br \/>\nWas after my blood and my stock, so for me<br \/>\nLanguishing there was awful and I<br \/>\nFelt the sparseness and meagreness<br \/>\nUnder their sky<\/p>\n<p>I never felt loved there<br \/>\nThe air wasn&#8217;t right<br \/>\ni never felt healthy<br \/>\nThere just was a blight<br \/>\nIts true weighing three tons<br \/>\nMost of you think<br \/>\nThat I don&#8217;t, and therefore<br \/>\nJust can&#8217;t see the link<\/p>\n<p>But our hearts are beating too<br \/>\nWe have deep thoughts<br \/>\nWe have emotion despite all our warts<br \/>\nBeing prehistoric and frightening we<br \/>\nAre very aware and conciliatory<br \/>\nWe feel the hostility its all around<br \/>\nThough we lumber slowly upon the shared ground<\/p>\n<p>So it was decided to ship us back where<br \/>\nWe might do better in the African air<br \/>\nTo Kenya to the ol Pejeta conservancy<br \/>\nSo with Najin and Fatu yes all us three<br \/>\nWe went back our hearts all a flutter and we<br \/>\nHave been there ever since<br \/>\nGlad really to be<\/p>\n<p>There but the scourge that is  man so unkind<br \/>\nEverywhere<br \/>\nBelittling us showing that they don&#8217;t care<br \/>\nThey still have the idea that keratin will<br \/>\nImprove their libido, they really do still<br \/>\nShow just how  ignorant man has become<br \/>\nDespite their advances really only some<br \/>\nTruly appreciate our worth and so<br \/>\nThey euthanized me yes I had to go<\/p>\n<p>I was suffering ofcourse I was<br \/>\nEmotionally<br \/>\n24 tablets a day they gave me<br \/>\nFor the pain I was suffering<br \/>\nIn banana fruit<br \/>\nFor the taste the obnoxious<br \/>\nThey thought it  would suit<\/p>\n<p>Me not to know this<br \/>\nMwenda my mate<br \/>\nMy keeper my helper<br \/>\nOne bloke I did rate<br \/>\nBut he still didnt understand<br \/>\nJust how I felt<br \/>\nAlone with the cards<br \/>\nThat humanity dealt<\/p>\n<p>The other two ladies<br \/>\nTheir ovaries seized<br \/>\nUp from non use the abuse<br \/>\nWe are teased<br \/>\nwith unkindness and what<br \/>\nBecame futile to me<br \/>\nThe lack of respect<br \/>\nTo really be free<\/p>\n<p>Habitat loss<br \/>\nBeing guarded at night<br \/>\nMen with machine guns<br \/>\nI hate the sight<br \/>\nWe walk in our mothers shadow abroad<br \/>\nYet are beaten and shot<br \/>\nAnd thats our reward<\/p>\n<p>Our babies left weeping<br \/>\nBeside murdered mothers<br \/>\nHorns hacked off violently<br \/>\nReally are others<br \/>\nTruly aware of this savagery they<br \/>\nLook at pictures of us<br \/>\nAnd then just walk away<\/p>\n<p>The carnage the stench<br \/>\nThe maggots who roll<br \/>\nIn with the light<br \/>\nAs each withered soul<br \/>\nIs torn at by vultures<br \/>\nWhat do they see<br \/>\nA beautiful soul<br \/>\nThat once breathed<br \/>\nAnd was free<\/p>\n<p>So Now I am resting<br \/>\nMy weary soul flies<br \/>\nAbove you invisible<br \/>\nAnd still the lies<br \/>\nAre rampant among you<br \/>\nFor blood money talks<br \/>\nBut this Northern White Rhino<br \/>\nNo longer walks<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Existence for me was at odds with my soul With the urges I felt with the lack of control Humans their arrogance basically they Have hearts and have minds but cant find a way Out of their deep seated violence &hellip; <a 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