{"id":32496,"date":"2017-03-22T00:07:25","date_gmt":"2017-03-22T00:07:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=32496"},"modified":"2017-03-22T00:10:38","modified_gmt":"2017-03-22T00:10:38","slug":"what-goes-on-in-ones-head","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2017\/03\/what-goes-on-in-ones-head\/","title":{"rendered":"What goes on in one&#8217;s head"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Perceptivity and awareness<br \/>\nThe aestetics of a cause<br \/>\nThe sensation and impression<br \/>\nIts bound to make one pause<br \/>\nBeing sentient and sensitive<br \/>\nTo pain and tenderness<br \/>\nTo wake up to  one&#8217;s senses<br \/>\nAnd try hard not to stress<\/p>\n<p>There is no analgesia<br \/>\nAnd no unconsciousness<br \/>\nIt clearly will be painful<br \/>\nThe threshold might be less<br \/>\nAm i feeling anguish<br \/>\nIs my consideration sound<br \/>\nAnd will I be satisfied<br \/>\nWith the cost some two hundred pound<\/p>\n<p>It did seem quite a good idea<br \/>\nBut then again if I<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t like it when its finished<br \/>\nIt will be too late<br \/>\nI sigh, thinking hard about it all<br \/>\nNow covering my back<br \/>\nI have made myself a tapestry<br \/>\nOpen to some flack<\/p>\n<p>I will have to live with it<br \/>\nIn all probability<br \/>\nIt will now set me  apart<br \/>\nFrom others that now be<br \/>\nMy friends and will I show them<br \/>\nDeep down i don&#8217;t want to<br \/>\nThats because i feel uncertain<br \/>\nOf knowing what to  do<\/p>\n<p>Yes its my dllemma<br \/>\nThere is never a guarantee<br \/>\nI am undecided how to play it  actually<br \/>\nReally its unlikely that i will ever share<br \/>\nMy tattoo&#8217;s with now anybody<br \/>\nWhether I would dare<\/p>\n<p>Its a sort of reservation<br \/>\nConcealing in a way<br \/>\nWhats obvious its groundless<br \/>\nAnd fills me with dismay<br \/>\nMoralizing over it<br \/>\nAs the saying goes<br \/>\nManifesting candour<br \/>\nWhich kind of in me grows<\/p>\n<p>Its a kind of underlying fear<br \/>\nOf rejection in a way<br \/>\nIt thwarts some of my thinking<br \/>\nJust imagine you could say<br \/>\nI am never one for stripping off<br \/>\nHistrionics isnt me<br \/>\nI just feel sad about my size<br \/>\nAnd if other people see<\/p>\n<p>But then again i am emboldened<br \/>\nWith artistry in ink<br \/>\nThere is a certain transparency<br \/>\nNow in the way I think<br \/>\nA forcefulness a spirit<br \/>\nA positive display<br \/>\nI am cogent and compelling<br \/>\nAnd Inspired to have my say<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Perceptivity and awareness The aestetics of a cause The sensation and impression Its bound to make one pause Being sentient and sensitive To pain and tenderness To wake up to one&#8217;s senses And try hard not to stress There is &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2017\/03\/what-goes-on-in-ones-head\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[244,23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32496","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-activism-in-art","category-emotional-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32496","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32496"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32496\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32498,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32496\/revisions\/32498"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32496"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32496"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32496"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}