Nobody fed me
\nJust chained me there
\nNever came back for me
\nWasn’t aware
\nHow much I loved them
\nThey didnt care
\nLeft on my own
\nTo just be aware<\/p>\n
Existence with nobody
\nDrives one insane
\nAnd having no sustenance
\nI felt such strain
\nAnd The last time
\nI saw them
\nThey kicked me and said
\nWe are not coming back
\nUntil you are dead<\/p>\n
We dont want to see you
\nYour ugly brown eyes
\nYour smell it just sickens us
\nDont you realise
\nYou are pathetic
\nOf course we dont care
\nNobody wants you
\nOr knows that you are there<\/p>\n
So you can get on with it
\nPerhaps you will learn
\nNo one will love you
\nYou are no one!s concern
\nYou can rot for all we care
\nRot in your hole
\nYou are just one
\nfucking rotten arse ole<\/p>\n
Being chained in this hovel
\nIs one thing I know
\nNot being fed is another blow
\nBut loving and caring for someone
\nAnd they
\nLeave you to rot and just walk away
\nWas too much to take in
\nI cannot explain
\nAll my sores all my darkness
\nAgain all my pain<\/p>\n
I wanted to see her
\nTo just see her smile
\nI knew she would hit me
\nShe would for a while
\nBut I was now losing it
\nMy heart and soul
\nIn my mind I was crazy
\nI lost every goal<\/p>\n
I had set for myself
\nI just wanted to die
\nWith one dark regret
\nJust where I lie
\nFood for the bugs
\nSo still with a need
\nBut i had such big sores
\nAnd my heart it did bleed<\/p>\n
I remember that morning
\nI have no idea
\nHow I was feeling
\nJust that death felt near
\nThat nobody loved me
\nAnd nobody cared
\nWas really what got to me
\nThen someone stared
\nSomeone was there
\nI could smell them
\nSo sweet
\nWearing blue jeans and
\nStraight off the street<\/p>\n
I remember shivering
\nFrightened as hell
\nI was in a state
\nIn the darkest of spell
\nI must have smelled terribly
\nThis was my loo
\nCovered in bugs
\nAnd shivering too<\/p>\n
But she knelt down beside me
\nShe didnt care
\nShe put her hand on me
\nShe was aware<\/p>\n
She brought me food
\nShe was soft she was sweet
\nShe smiled she was young
\nAnd Just off the street
\nAn angel had found me
\nI was in such a state<\/p>\n
They took me to a hospital
\nAnd they did wait
\nI was really uncomfortable
\nThat people could see
\nWhat an absolute wreck
\nTime and life did to me
\nI could hardly walk
\nI had sores everywhere
\nI had reached the end
\nTo the darkest despair<\/p>\n
Even my mind was going as well
\nI had closed down forever
\nFor my short trip to HELL<\/p>\n
The angels there tended me
\nCleaned me and I
\nWas fed and was watered
\nAnd I slept on a high
\nEvery day for a week
\nSomeone said Hi!
\nAnd cared and they spared time for me
\nAnd so I<\/p>\n
Responded my last chance
\nPerhaps in the world
\nI was feeling better
\ni had been hurled
\nInto Hell and recovered
\nNow I wanted to be
\nIn the light being loved
\nFor an eternity<\/p>\n
I found a new forever home
\nWith two friends
\nTwo doggie brothers
\nAnd the message that sends
\nMe into such joy to part of something
\nTo be part of a family
\nNot just some wretched thing<\/p>\n
You kick when your angry
\nOr you shout at a lot
\nOr they forget to feed you
\nWhen they have a big pot
\nYou can smell really nice things
\nBut they will not share
\nThey neglect you and think
\nThat you are not aware<\/p>\n
My forever home
\nIs nothing like that
\nWe all have our own bowls
\nWe know where we are at<\/p>\n
And we have pi water
\nIt makes green seeds grow
\nIts extra special
\nWhich all of us know
\nIts been a few weeks
\nAnd I am happy again
\nJust to be part of their
\nSweetest refrain
\nTo play in the garden
\nAnd just being me
\nLoved and cared for
\nAnd a new mummy<\/p>\n
A friend who is there for us
\nNo more neglect
\nJust a smile and a pat
\nand a lot of respect<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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