The expectation that life brings
\nAnd the need to find a friend
\nThe suspense of realisation
\nAnd hoping in the end
\nYou are taken home to a warm place
\nA place that will be where
\nA puppy dog a bitch in fact
\nWill anticipate and share<\/p>\n
Moments of great pleasure
\nThe assumption clearly there
\nThe infant primed by instinct
\nUnknowing of despair
\nDiscovering and exploring
\nThe uncertainty perhaps
\nThe tendency for loving
\nThat was always under wraps<\/p>\n
Of mindlessness and anger
\nOf thoughtlessness and pain
\nWhat would a puppy know about
\nThe thuggery of gain
\nThe open eyes evaluation
\nOf a scenario
\nWhat is just off handed
\nThe neglectful so and so
\nWho has a sick na\u00efvet\u00e9
\nAnd a darkness that does grow<\/p>\n
That innocence precludes
\nWhatever darkly fuel
\nMay influence a guardian
\nWho translates it into cruel
\nWhose mind is so unsound
\nWith a softening of the brain
\nA mania of nonsense
\nDeranged in fact insane<\/p>\n
A crackpot and a screwball
\nMost definitely a freak
\nA puppy after all
\nIs life at the peak
\nAffirming all thats good around
\nAnd realising she
\nIs undergoing a transformation
\nToward iniquity<\/p>\n
The fear in one so gentle
\nThe treachery one feels
\nEntangled in the fury
\nThe provocateur who reels
\nOff his criminality
\nWho misrepresents his all
\nWho is wicked and is shameful
\nThe intentions of a fool<\/p>\n
In pursuit of something
\nIrrelevant and wrong
\nHe gives me lots of kicks and punches
\nNothing does belong
\nI do try to avoid him
\nHide away and hope
\nHe just forgets I am with him
\nFor it seems that he can’t cope<\/p>\n
Not only with me but anything
\nHe is a rotten nasty sod
\nA couple of times he has hurt me bad
\nI am closer to my God
\nANubis I now chatter
\nTo Anubis in my sleep
\nThis man that is my master
\nHe really makes me weep<\/p>\n
He has a strange morbidity
\nHe harms himself I see
\nHe is always bleeding
\nHe is toxic actually
\nAll the time I am on edge
\nAnd what he is going to do
\nHe goes out in his garage
\nAnd bangs away, it’s true<\/p>\n
Who could not be frightened
\nWhat are his intentions to be
\nIf I do try to escape
\nI haven’t found a key
\nTo success in life I don’t know how
\nTo get around outside
\nCan one easily just get food to eat
\nOr is that denied<\/p>\n
But I am really apprehensive
\nWhen he comes back his tone
\nI feel I am in danger
\nJust being alone
\nI have that vulnerability
\nThat precarious desire
\nI am helpless and unguarded
\nMy future here seems dire<\/p>\n
Tonight I got a real shock
\nHe had a hammer in his hand
\nWhere are you you blighter?
\nI could understand
\nHe had a nail a long one
\nWhat I want to do
\nIs nail this into your fucking head
\nAnd out your eyeballs too<\/p>\n
Well I went into spasm
\nHis thrust was very strong
\nHe also stank of slcohol
\nSo I knew something was wrong
\nHe held me really tightly
\nAnd he banged this nail in me
\nThe pain was excruciating
\nAnd then he just threw me
\nIn to a box and carried me
\nOut into the night
\nTossed me on the seat with him
\nI was at the height of terror
\nI was shaking I was thinking I would die
\nI heard the motor running
\nStill really wondering why<\/p>\n
He was breathing really heavily
\nAnd the car moved off real fast
\nThe box that I was in fell forward
\nReally I aghast
\nAt just how awfully angry he was
\nAnd I hadn’t done
\nAnything to upset him
\nBut there was just no fun<\/p>\n
In him he was repeating to himself
\nSome mantra he
\nHad to go to the forest and Fucking well bury me
\nThe air was cold and the pace was rough
\nAnd my heart was beating so
\nAs he stopped the car and lifted me out
\nAnd off with him I did go<\/p>\n
Not far into the forest
\nHe scooped a mound of leaves
\nAnd earth and put me on the ground
\nNobody believes
\nThe evil I have witnessed
\nBut now was all alone
\nHe left me in the forest
\nDark, to whimper and to groan<\/p>\n
I realised my end was near
\nI realised that I
\nWas speaking to Anubis
\nJust asking now why
\nSuch a little baby needs
\nTo suffer in this way
\nAnd not getting any answers
\nBut just feeling the dismay<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes really hoping
\nThat this would be the end
\nI came here looking for someone
\nWho would be my friend
\nSomeone I could love
\nAnd be loved by
\nBut it was not to be
\nI have found a madman
\nBorn of lunacy<\/p>\n
Every so often I did Yelp
\nAnd someone with some worth
\nHeard me and with their hands
\nRapidly did unearth
\nAnubis must have sent them
\nAngels of the light
\nI was taken to the RSPCA
\nSo as to continue my fight<\/p>\n
But there the light was obvious
\nThe smell of drugs and pain
\nThey looked at me they saw the nail
\nAnd they said life would be in vain
\nThey took a big syringe
\nAnd stabbed it in my paw
\nThats when the lights went out on me
\nAnd I was knocking on the door
\nOf the rainbow bridge
\nThat old motel
\nIn Heaven far away
\nI had come to earth
\nFor love and care
\nVia the RSPCA<\/p>\n
There are lunatics all over
\nEven the men in white
\nFor me the human population
\nAll of them are shite<\/p>\n
They seem to lack affection
\nThey are ugly and they stink
\nThey are always eating animals
\nI think there is a link
\nThe fridge was full of dead souls
\nLegs and paws and feet
\nI should have realised sooner
\nThat I was just more meat<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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