{"id":28509,"date":"2016-07-06T17:26:34","date_gmt":"2016-07-06T17:26:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=28509"},"modified":"2016-07-06T17:47:26","modified_gmt":"2016-07-06T17:47:26","slug":"utter-frustration","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2016\/07\/utter-frustration\/","title":{"rendered":"Utter frustration"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The utter frustration<br \/>\nThat cuts to the core<br \/>\nThat  breaks through the heart<br \/>\nTo the spirit so raw<br \/>\nHow can it be<br \/>\nThis hindrance of mine<br \/>\nSo Empty handed  and never divine<br \/>\nI am lost in my world<br \/>\nI expected much more<br \/>\nThe arena was packed<br \/>\nAnd all over my floor<br \/>\nMy house has been wrecked<br \/>\nBy those council men<br \/>\nWhat have they done to me<br \/>\nPlease tell me when<\/p>\n<p>They will release me<br \/>\nAnd let me be<br \/>\nInside my world<br \/>\nWhere I need to be<br \/>\nNobody cares<br \/>\nNobody sees<br \/>\nNobody hears me<br \/>\nWhen I am on my knees<\/p>\n<p>WheN I am by myself<br \/>\nNo freedom is left<br \/>\nThe utter frustration<br \/>\nOf being bereft<\/p>\n<p>Replacing my kitchen<br \/>\nMy bathroom my floor<br \/>\nMy ceiling my heating<br \/>\nMy Windows my door<br \/>\nDust it went everywhere<br \/>\nBlocking my soul<br \/>\nBoxes and boxes<br \/>\nI lost all control<\/p>\n<p>Will somebody feel<br \/>\nWhat I feel will they share<br \/>\nWhat I share do they care<br \/>\nReally it&#8217;s real<br \/>\nI am but a swallow<br \/>\nAlone in this world<br \/>\nSuffering badly<br \/>\nWhere I have been hurled<\/p>\n<p>But I had wings to fly<br \/>\nAnd could soar anywhere<br \/>\nTill they all weighed me down<br \/>\nThe shackles of despair<br \/>\nTill they threw all their apanners<br \/>\nInto my face<br \/>\nAnd left me to pick up the pieces<br \/>\nAnd chase<\/p>\n<p>My tail through the garden<br \/>\nThe shed everywhere<br \/>\nInto the garage it does drive me spare<br \/>\nIn utter amazement I sink to my knees<br \/>\nWanting some respite<br \/>\nNow if you Please<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The utter frustration That cuts to the core That breaks through the heart To the spirit so raw How can it be This hindrance of mine So Empty handed and never divine I am lost in my world I expected &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2016\/07\/utter-frustration\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28509","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-emotional-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28509","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28509"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28509\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28511,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28509\/revisions\/28511"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28509"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28509"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28509"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}