{"id":2668,"date":"2012-08-13T22:26:36","date_gmt":"2012-08-13T22:26:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=2668"},"modified":"2012-08-13T22:35:32","modified_gmt":"2012-08-13T22:35:32","slug":"pain-i-am-their-muse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2012\/08\/pain-i-am-their-muse\/","title":{"rendered":"I share their pain through my muse"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Living with pain<br \/>\nis living with strain<br \/>\nday after day<br \/>\nagain and again<\/p>\n<p>hopeful of some<br \/>\nhelp<br \/>\nbut nothing to hand<br \/>\nnobody, no where<br \/>\ncan understand<\/p>\n<p>my chest is on fire<br \/>\nmy groin is so bad<br \/>\nmy shoulders<br \/>\nMy hands<br \/>\nMy feet<br \/>\nI&#8217;m so sad<\/p>\n<p>that I have to go<br \/>\nthrough this<br \/>\nso little that I<br \/>\ncan do just to get up<br \/>\nI have to ask why?<\/p>\n<p>if someone could<br \/>\nhold me<br \/>\njust for a while<br \/>\nI know I am old<br \/>\nto just reconcile<\/p>\n<p>why this is happening<br \/>\nwhy? its not fair<br \/>\nI feel so alone<br \/>\nand I am<br \/>\nso aware<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t carry on<br \/>\nit all seems in vain<br \/>\nany slight movement<br \/>\nsends shivery pain<br \/>\nall over my body<br \/>\nagain and again<\/p>\n<p>there must be another way<br \/>\nthere has to be<br \/>\nI must write my blog<br \/>\nmore and more<br \/>\neach day<br \/>\nwhen immersed in my<br \/>\nmuse<br \/>\nI suppose I&#8217;m okay<\/p>\n<p>I may not have long left<br \/>\nI&#8217;m beginning to feel<br \/>\nthe pain has got worse<br \/>\nand its hard to conceal<\/p>\n<p>but I will not take drugs<br \/>\nno I won&#8217;t, I will try<br \/>\nand get through it all<br \/>\nuntil I lay down and die<\/p>\n<p>alone with my tears<br \/>\nalone with my pain<br \/>\nI have to stay put<br \/>\nwhatever the strain<\/p>\n<p>the animals need me<br \/>\nagain and again<br \/>\nthe seals and the dolphins<br \/>\nthe whales and the Roo&#8217;s<br \/>\nI am their only hope<br \/>\nI am their muse<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>All that&#8217;s left for me is to try and help them I am their muse I am now communicating their pain to the world <a href=\"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2012\/08\/pain-i-am-their-muse\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2668","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-animal-rights"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2668","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2668"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2668\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2670,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2668\/revisions\/2670"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2668"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2668"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2668"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}