{"id":18902,"date":"2014-11-12T10:07:12","date_gmt":"2014-11-12T10:07:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=18902"},"modified":"2014-11-12T10:26:32","modified_gmt":"2014-11-12T10:26:32","slug":"left-here-to-rot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2014\/11\/left-here-to-rot\/","title":{"rendered":"Left here to rot"},"content":{"rendered":"

 <\/p>\n

\"\"<\/p>\n

you can feel how I feel<\/span><\/p>\n

joylessness is mine<\/span><\/p>\n

stolen from the forest<\/p>\n

where I knew every sign<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

every tree and every cave<\/p>\n

for I<\/p>\n

loved my forest haven<\/p>\n

It was home beneath the sky<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

now 4 walls are all I have<\/p>\n

cold and dark and bare<\/p>\n

nothing living no one giving<\/p>\n

and nothing I can share<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

dreariness despirited<\/p>\n

heart sinking in this place<\/p>\n

I call it melancholia<\/p>\n

care of the human race<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

of course I am crest fallen<\/p>\n

down here all alone<\/p>\n

I cannot seem to express myself<\/p>\n

woebegone I’m known<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

as depressed and so disheartened<\/p>\n

my dolefulness is mine<\/p>\n

the dirge that fills my heart today<\/p>\n

means the sun just \u00a0doesn’t shine<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

on me, for life has passed me by<\/p>\n

my only want is to<\/p>\n

meet someone who might be kind to me<\/p>\n

so what to do<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

it just feels irredeemable<\/p>\n

and why I want to die<\/p>\n

can anybody help me<\/p>\n

will someone out there try<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

  you can feel how I feel joylessness is mine stolen from the forest where I knew every sign   every tree and every cave for I loved my forest haven It was home beneath the sky     now … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[98],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18902","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bears"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18902","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18902"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18902\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18905,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18902\/revisions\/18905"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18902"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18902"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18902"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}