I thought of you last night darling I did<\/p>\n
I lay awake, kind of lifting the lid<\/p>\n
feeling a weakness inside of me<\/p>\n
and crying my heart out<\/p>\n
vociferously<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I wanted to get up<\/p>\n
and come and see you<\/p>\n
I felt something strange in me<\/p>\n
what could I do<\/p>\n
I wanted to be with you<\/p>\n
just one more time<\/p>\n
and pass you my shadows<\/p>\n
and my book of rhyme<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I wanted to see your eyes<\/p>\n
just one more time<\/p>\n
if I closed mine I thought<\/p>\n
maybe I would climb<\/p>\n
out of my body<\/p>\n
and peer down to see<\/p>\n
the end of a friend<\/p>\n
as death captured me<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I knew it was coming<\/p>\n
I felt it today<\/p>\n
but I was unwilling to just<\/p>\n
go away<\/p>\n
I clung onto life<\/p>\n
for some moments<\/p>\n
but I<\/p>\n
was clearly<\/p>\n
about to lay there and die<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Id be gone forever<\/p>\n
to some other place<\/p>\n
and never again would I see your face<\/p>\n
would I see your hair<\/p>\n
your eyes and your soul<\/p>\n
the thought of that<\/p>\n
C I lost \u00a0all control<\/p>\n
dare I get in my car<\/p>\n
and drive over to you<\/p>\n
and knock on your door<\/p>\n
what would you do<\/p>\n
if I died in your arms<\/p>\n
you might<\/p>\n
yell at me<\/p>\n
so I closed my eyes<\/p>\n
knowing I wouldn’t see<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
you ever again<\/p>\n
not ever no more<\/p>\n
then rolled out of my bed<\/p>\n
and fell on the floor.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
if you have heard<\/p>\n
I passed on in the night<\/p>\n
my last thoughts were of you<\/p>\n
I hope thats alright<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Farewell my love<\/p>\n
I will wait for thee<\/p>\n
by the old wooden bijou\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n near your apple tree<\/span><\/p>\n in the evenings sometimes<\/p>\n on the dragon I will<\/p>\n quietly wait for you<\/p>\n when the evenings are still<\/p>\n <\/p>\n at samhain I will come<\/p>\n to the rollrights I’ll be<\/p>\n walking the circle<\/p>\n hopeful to see<\/p>\n your beautiful figure<\/p>\n your wonderful hair<\/p>\n and whatever happens<\/p>\n I’m sure to be there<\/p>\n <\/p>\n xxx<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I thought of you last night darling I did I lay awake, kind of lifting the lid feeling a weakness inside of me and crying my heart out vociferously I wanted to get up and come and see you … Continue reading