Existence<\/p>\n
absoluteness<\/p>\n
into perpetuity<\/p>\n
with all the fundmentals<\/p>\n
and a yearning to be free<\/p>\n
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the past lives kind of trapped me<\/p>\n
those entities were there<\/p>\n
pulling at my pyjama strings<\/p>\n
and causing me despair<\/p>\n
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meeting you<\/p>\n
my immortal friend<\/p>\n
your profound depth<\/p>\n
made me see<\/p>\n
a tenaciousness<\/p>\n
a cohesion<\/p>\n
just how it ought to be<\/p>\n
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a skin like bubble enveloped<\/p>\n
me<\/p>\n
and took me to a place<\/p>\n
translucent walls and ceilings<\/p>\n
and then I saw your face<\/p>\n
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no other face has ever looked like your face<\/p>\n
to my eyes<\/p>\n
you are indeed so beautiful<\/p>\n
and that’s about the size<\/p>\n
of what draws me to your place<\/p>\n
a velocity \u00a0 a fragility<\/p>\n
perhaps a transitory pace<\/p>\n
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you are \u00a0my opportunity<\/p>\n
my psychological crutch<\/p>\n
everything about you<\/p>\n
makes me love you much<\/p>\n
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each day brings the day when<\/p>\n
I wont see ever again<\/p>\n
closer and this feeling<\/p>\n
brings me so much pain<\/p>\n
I cannot for the life of me<\/p>\n
get my head around<\/p>\n
the \u00a0thought that that is possible<\/p>\n
in sorrow I am drowned<\/p>\n
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it does create a crisis<\/p>\n
and leaves me with concern<\/p>\n
no one has ever loved another<\/p>\n
like me as one day you will learn<\/p>\n
for at sahwein I will come back<\/p>\n
to visit dear with you<\/p>\n
I cannot face the moment<\/p>\n
to not be with you and true<\/p>\n
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destiny predicts a soulful<\/p>\n
reunion one day<\/p>\n
I will search through every life<\/p>\n
there has to be \u00a0way<\/p>\n
I cannot live without you<\/p>\n
to die would be a sin<\/p>\n
the emptiness is everything<\/p>\n
a molecule of skin<\/p>\n
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a vital spark<\/p>\n
is viable<\/p>\n
and I would be damned if I<\/p>\n
closed my eyes for ever<\/p>\n
and never saw the sky<\/p>\n
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buried in the cold earth<\/p>\n
far away from you<\/p>\n
scratching hard to free myself<\/p>\n
what am I going to do<\/p>\n
image less<\/p>\n
that’s daunting<\/p>\n
a reverie of sorts<\/p>\n
ideas every which way<\/p>\n
and a notion of deep thoughts<\/p>\n
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Existence absoluteness into perpetuity with all the fundmentals and a yearning to be free the past lives kind of trapped me those entities were there pulling at my pyjama strings and causing me despair meeting you my immortal … Continue reading