{"id":17566,"date":"2014-09-09T14:14:46","date_gmt":"2014-09-09T14:14:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=17566"},"modified":"2014-09-09T14:47:48","modified_gmt":"2014-09-09T14:47:48","slug":"obligation-duty-allegiance-and-trauma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2014\/09\/obligation-duty-allegiance-and-trauma\/","title":{"rendered":"obligation duty allegiance and trauma"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>We have responsibilities<\/p>\n<p>the onus is on us<\/p>\n<p>its true being of equine descent<\/p>\n<p>a duty to discuss<\/p>\n<p>a kind of code of honour<\/p>\n<p>and ethic if you will<\/p>\n<p>we must stay conscientious<\/p>\n<p>and exert whatever skill<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>jumping can be dangerous<\/p>\n<p>the ground<\/p>\n<p>the height<\/p>\n<p>all can<\/p>\n<p>bring its share of perils<\/p>\n<p>no matter how we plan<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>being ridden fiercely<\/p>\n<p>by anger \u00a0can create<\/p>\n<p>a feeling of such added stress<\/p>\n<p>its something that I hate<\/p>\n<p>participation in a hunt<\/p>\n<p>a vixen possibly<\/p>\n<p>evoking an added boisterousness<\/p>\n<p>that the world at large can see<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the laws an ass its often said<\/p>\n<p>about the hunting ban<\/p>\n<p>but as an animal involved in it<\/p>\n<p>really when they can<\/p>\n<p>ride like hell they do it<\/p>\n<p>and get upset of course<\/p>\n<p>about these so called\u00a0<span style=\"color: #444444;\">know alls<\/span><\/p>\n<p>the sab&#8217;s yes I&#8217;m a horse<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I hate the thought of hunting<\/p>\n<p>another earthling soul<\/p>\n<p>frightening her an<\/p>\n<p>and chasing her<\/p>\n<p>when she&#8217;s the chosen goal<\/p>\n<p>to let the dogs catch up with her<\/p>\n<p>and tear her limb from limb<\/p>\n<p>and all of this is so called sport<\/p>\n<p>and \u00a0often on a whim<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the undergrowth is rushing passed<\/p>\n<p>his buttocks hot on me<\/p>\n<p>he rides \u00a0with lots of fury<\/p>\n<p>I suppose it has to be<\/p>\n<p>but the other day<\/p>\n<p>it happened<\/p>\n<p>he made me run her down<\/p>\n<p>its something we don&#8217;t do as horses<\/p>\n<p>with our weight we drown<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>a body smash and badger it<\/p>\n<p>this victim she was there<\/p>\n<p>sabbing people \u00a0 call it now<\/p>\n<p>the equine realms<\/p>\n<p>we share<\/p>\n<p>littered<\/p>\n<p>with the broken \u00a0legs of those<\/p>\n<p>who swerved to try<\/p>\n<p>and avoid just any impact<\/p>\n<p>with someone who might lie<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>but she was standing in the field<\/p>\n<p>and I was galloping hard<\/p>\n<p>and really I rode through her<\/p>\n<p>the crunch would leave her scarred<\/p>\n<p>it really left me seething<\/p>\n<p>skittish in a way<\/p>\n<p>impetuous behaviour<\/p>\n<p>in the cold light of the day<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>she lay there like a broken doll<\/p>\n<p>suffering in pain<\/p>\n<p>probably bleeding deep inside<\/p>\n<p>I looked at her again<\/p>\n<p>challenged by the trauma<\/p>\n<p>the unpleasantness and grief<\/p>\n<p>she had an appalling injury<\/p>\n<p>that was my belief<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I was pulled up away from her<\/p>\n<p>full up with unease<\/p>\n<p>I just felt deplorable<\/p>\n<p>would anyone appease<\/p>\n<p>me, a pat, a calming word<\/p>\n<p>nothing \u00a0and all I got<\/p>\n<p>was lots more in the pain stakes<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #444444;\">I just felt Id been shot\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>led back to the stables<\/p>\n<p>saddle off and I<\/p>\n<p>stood there feeling very sore<\/p>\n<p>and of course the guy<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>had led me on to do it<\/p>\n<p>and bloody run her through<\/p>\n<p>he could have bloody killed her<\/p>\n<p>which was not the thing to do<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>what is done in anger<\/p>\n<p>often we regret<\/p>\n<p>I was irreconcilable<\/p>\n<p>drowning in the sweat<\/p>\n<p>now dripping off my belly<\/p>\n<p>and falling in the straw<\/p>\n<p>the tedium of knowing<\/p>\n<p>perhaps for evermore<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>that I had just participated<\/p>\n<p>in the injury<\/p>\n<p>bravely standing in the field<\/p>\n<p>where she shouldn&#8217;t be<\/p>\n<p>that&#8217;s the excuse they are using<\/p>\n<p>but its, not my excuse<\/p>\n<p>it all sounds so forbidding<\/p>\n<p>perhaps a kind of ruse<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>but for me I worry so much<\/p>\n<p>about the victim, she<\/p>\n<p>must be thwart with painfulness<\/p>\n<p>where ever she now be<\/p>\n<p>in the hospital<\/p>\n<p>in her home<\/p>\n<p>wherever she now be<\/p>\n<p>going through such agony<\/p>\n<p>drugged up take that from me<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I was really hurting<\/p>\n<p>I was suffering too<\/p>\n<p>I laid down and I thought a bit<\/p>\n<p>about what I was going to do<\/p>\n<p>we horses get no pleasure<\/p>\n<p>from trampling on you<\/p>\n<p>we know it causes trauma<\/p>\n<p>what else would it do<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>that loathing born from anger<\/p>\n<p>that detestation for<\/p>\n<p>a women who was innocent<\/p>\n<p>of that now I was sure<\/p>\n<p>just doing what she wanted to<\/p>\n<p>prevent the fox as I<\/p>\n<p>try to do by slowing down<\/p>\n<p>know one wants her to die<\/p>\n<p>the wrathfulness the rancour<\/p>\n<p>we feel it every time<\/p>\n<p>as they get piqued<\/p>\n<p>and agitated<\/p>\n<p>and the temperatures kind of climb<\/p>\n<p>the virulence and enmity<\/p>\n<p>the malice around here<\/p>\n<p>the hunters with their entourage<\/p>\n<p>all fuelled up on fear<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>they seem wholly uncharitable<\/p>\n<p>vindictive all along<\/p>\n<p>handing out their pamphlets<\/p>\n<p>we know we don&#8217;t belong<\/p>\n<p>only the fox and the badger<\/p>\n<p>and the deer they truly are<\/p>\n<p>born to live in forests wild<\/p>\n<p>that&#8217;s is where they star<\/p>\n<p>we are in the wrong place<\/p>\n<p>at the wrong time and the pain<\/p>\n<p>the 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