{"id":17497,"date":"2014-09-05T22:48:49","date_gmt":"2014-09-05T22:48:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=17497"},"modified":"2014-09-05T22:58:09","modified_gmt":"2014-09-05T22:58:09","slug":"that-was-once-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2014\/09\/that-was-once-me\/","title":{"rendered":"That was once me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>there&#8217;s been a seal of secrecy<\/p>\n<p>and what happened was suppressed<\/p>\n<p>clandestine operations<\/p>\n<p>extremely sad at best<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>revelatory glimpses<\/p>\n<p>of the torment in our souls<\/p>\n<p>how we have been treated<\/p>\n<p>to all your dark controls<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>not many whistle blowers<\/p>\n<p>prepared to spill the beans<\/p>\n<p>but this photograph<\/p>\n<p>explains a bit<\/p>\n<p>of some of the sordid scenes<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>that go on in laboratories<\/p>\n<p>where instability<\/p>\n<p>exists in all its horror<\/p>\n<p>and insanity<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I was just a primate<\/p>\n<p>an ordinary ape<\/p>\n<p>the absurdity was evident<\/p>\n<p>they would kind of drape<\/p>\n<p>a white sheet over my body<\/p>\n<p>and within an hour you&#8217;d see<\/p>\n<p>the white was gone completely<\/p>\n<p>replaced by red the blood from me<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>they cut me up and made me suffer<\/p>\n<p>agony so much<\/p>\n<p>no painkillers just fillers<\/p>\n<p>those people are out of touch#<\/p>\n<p>we are in the now in fact<\/p>\n<p>god knows where they are<\/p>\n<p>they harm us all and if we call<\/p>\n<p>thats when they really scar<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>their arrogance is shot away<\/p>\n<p>their ignorance is too<\/p>\n<p>doing corporate specifications<\/p>\n<p>none of them seem \u00a0 true<\/p>\n<p>the knowledge of the gutter<\/p>\n<p>science grown from sin<\/p>\n<p>the maggots know their place in life<\/p>\n<p>in the confines of some tin<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the suffering we went through<\/p>\n<p>the endurance of it all<\/p>\n<p>the trials and tribulations<\/p>\n<p>nobody could we call<\/p>\n<p>we were made the scapegoats<\/p>\n<p>we felt that we were doomed<\/p>\n<p>our anguish was extraordinary<\/p>\n<p>in those cages we lie tombed<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>experimentation is allowed really to go on<\/p>\n<p>and we become its victims<\/p>\n<p>many millions gone<\/p>\n<p>they go down in the crates of fear<\/p>\n<p>and most never return<\/p>\n<p>the screams we hear<\/p>\n<p>tear into our hearts and souls<\/p>\n<p>its clear<\/p>\n<p>no one really cares for<\/p>\n<p>maybe just a few<\/p>\n<p>the mishapen and the artless<\/p>\n<p>defaced thats what they do<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>maybe its for fashion the vanity of the hordes<\/p>\n<p>maybe its<\/p>\n<p>some body scrub<\/p>\n<p>winning the awards<\/p>\n<p>maybe its some garden spray<\/p>\n<p>whatever you can bet<\/p>\n<p>that we are going to have to test it<\/p>\n<p>and to pay your debt<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and we are \u00a0so fearful<\/p>\n<p>of the consequences<\/p>\n<p>apprehensive too<\/p>\n<p>despair its bloody everywhere<\/p>\n<p>in everything they do<\/p>\n<p>shove the pipes into us<\/p>\n<p>dose us up with pills<\/p>\n<p>drug us, up to the eyeballs<\/p>\n<p>with what&#8217;s described as skills<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the agony \u00a0within us<\/p>\n<p>as we&#8217;re carted back to where<\/p>\n<p>we then have to recover<\/p>\n<p>a space we have to share<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>from my looks you can picture<\/p>\n<p>how really sick I feel<\/p>\n<p>the pitilessness<\/p>\n<p>the ruthlessness<\/p>\n<p>the relentlessness<\/p>\n<p>is real<\/p>\n<p>constant agitation<\/p>\n<p>callous stuff we know<\/p>\n<p>its remorseless what they do to us<\/p>\n<p>and we have nothing to show<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>but a tortured mind and body<\/p>\n<p>broken bones sometimes<\/p>\n<p>scars and lacerations<\/p>\n<p>and so many signs<\/p>\n<p>of being really beaten<\/p>\n<p>burned sometimes as well<\/p>\n<p>they really have no compassion<\/p>\n<p>spawned I know from Hell<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>you see me looking knocked about<\/p>\n<p>I have been most days<\/p>\n<p>stitched up and then opened up<\/p>\n<p>this is their malaise<\/p>\n<p>they are the anathema<\/p>\n<p>they are the abuse<\/p>\n<p>where is their humanity<\/p>\n<p>hanging by the noose<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>they have an outward loathing<\/p>\n<p>a hatred for us all<\/p>\n<p>and we find that repellent<\/p>\n<p>often,<span style=\"color: #444444;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>and up our noses too<\/p>\n<p>rubbing acid on us<\/p>\n<p>that is what they do<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I am yes a victim<\/p>\n<p>an experimental tool<\/p>\n<p>worked on by the surgeons<\/p>\n<p>strapped up on some wall<\/p>\n<p>and dosed up with the chemicals<\/p>\n<p>many that would appal<\/p>\n<p>before they cut and run<\/p>\n<p>and leave me in such agony<\/p>\n<p>laying in the 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