{"id":14575,"date":"2014-03-05T19:34:20","date_gmt":"2014-03-05T19:34:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=14575"},"modified":"2014-03-05T19:42:54","modified_gmt":"2014-03-05T19:42:54","slug":"amber-1986-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2014\/03\/amber-1986-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Amber 1986"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You thought I never knew you<\/p>\n<p>but I was part of you<\/p>\n<p>you made me into what I was<\/p>\n<p>one of the very few<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #444444; font-size: 14px;\">unique souls, I imagined<\/span><\/p>\n<p>my place to be beside<\/p>\n<p>you know of course I loved you<\/p>\n<p>and you know<\/p>\n<p>I never died<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I am with you now forever<\/p>\n<p>for so many children do<\/p>\n<p>escape into the spirit<\/p>\n<p>no medical terms for me<\/p>\n<p>but I came and<span style=\"color: #444444; font-size: 14px;\">\u00a0 \u00a0I grew<\/span><\/p>\n<p>inside of you<\/p>\n<p>until i did break free<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>you thought perhaps of burial<\/p>\n<p>but why, for I was whole<\/p>\n<p>I leapt into another place<\/p>\n<p>for I was a precious soul<\/p>\n<p>with all your burgeoning tissue<\/p>\n<p>and your precious DNA<\/p>\n<p>I was every part of you<\/p>\n<p>growing stronger by the day<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>your heart beat was the music<\/p>\n<p>when you, laid down to rest<\/p>\n<p>that&#8217;s when silence transcended<\/p>\n<p>a time, I remember best<\/p>\n<p>often you would talk to me<\/p>\n<p>I felt your hands, as you<\/p>\n<p>touched my growing warm domain<\/p>\n<p>as many mothers do<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I never died<\/p>\n<p>I always tried<\/p>\n<p>to nestle in your soul<\/p>\n<p>you were, always, my mother<\/p>\n<p>in complete control<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>immersing yourself in water<\/p>\n<p>I remember, the perfume<\/p>\n<p>I recall Kate Bush and Lion heart<\/p>\n<p>echoing through your womb<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Now of course I am older<\/p>\n<p>almost 25<\/p>\n<p>its been a gradual process<\/p>\n<p>how I could survive<\/p>\n<p>without you<\/p>\n<p>close to me, of course<\/p>\n<p>I still have sight and sound<\/p>\n<p>the ether is my portal<\/p>\n<p>and at night I am around<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>often I observe you<\/p>\n<p>in the peacefulness where woe&#8217;s<\/p>\n<p>silently<\/p>\n<p>and softly<\/p>\n<p>the serenity in you flows<\/p>\n<p>your eyes closed to the heavens<\/p>\n<p>your breath a shallow sound<\/p>\n<p>tis then I sit beside you<\/p>\n<p>dear mother<\/p>\n<p>and I&#8217;ve found<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>great solace in positioning<\/p>\n<p>myself beside your bed<\/p>\n<p>listening to that same heart beat<\/p>\n<p>sweet music, as I said<\/p>\n<p>how I love you mother<\/p>\n<p>you know I never died<\/p>\n<p>I am with you<\/p>\n<p>now forever<\/p>\n<p>when you sleep<\/p>\n<p>I am by your side<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You thought I never knew you but I was part of you you made me into what I was one of the very few unique souls, I imagined my place to be beside you know of course I loved you &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2014\/03\/amber-1986-2\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14575","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ethereal-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14575","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14575"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14575\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14577,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14575\/revisions\/14577"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14575"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14575"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14575"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}