{"id":11114,"date":"2013-09-16T11:46:24","date_gmt":"2013-09-16T11:46:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/?p=11114"},"modified":"2013-09-16T11:51:08","modified_gmt":"2013-09-16T11:51:08","slug":"yes-thats-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2013\/09\/yes-thats-me\/","title":{"rendered":"Yes thats me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yes! that&#8217;s me<br \/>\nI&#8217;m a mother<br \/>\ncreated to be<br \/>\na mother<br \/>\nan earthling<br \/>\na planetary soul<br \/>\nand here&#8217;s where I end up<br \/>\nthis is my role<br \/>\nin life and in death<br \/>\nI am tortured<br \/>\nand left<br \/>\nin a state of<br \/>\nbereavement<br \/>\nsorely bereft<br \/>\nof respect<br \/>\nor of decency<br \/>\nclothed in a mask<br \/>\nof pain and of blood<br \/>\nit is where some would bask<br \/>\nin the glory of killing me<br \/>\nhow I pain so<br \/>\nwhat did I do wrong<br \/>\nthat I now need to go<br \/>\nto the depths of despair<br \/>\nand undergo pain<br \/>\nas they end my sweet life<br \/>\nin a violent refrain<br \/>\nthis slaughterhouse stinks<br \/>\nthe men here are grim<br \/>\nbrutes nothing like them<br \/>\nas they start to trim<br \/>\nmy flesh as I watch<br \/>\nI still live<br \/>\nI still feel<br \/>\nthe pain which again<br \/>\nfor me is so real<br \/>\nnot just the pain of the wounds<br \/>\nbut the pain in my soul<br \/>\nin my heart in my mind<br \/>\nthey, so out of control<br \/>\nI&#8217;m a real bloody mess<br \/>\nthey have tortured me so<br \/>\nand those who will eat me<br \/>\nthey dont want to know <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yes! that&#8217;s me I&#8217;m a mother created to be a mother an earthling a planetary soul and here&#8217;s where I end up this is my role in life and in death I am tortured and left in a state of &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/2013\/09\/yes-thats-me\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11114","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-calves-and-cows-and-bulls"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11114","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11114"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11114\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11117,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11114\/revisions\/11117"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cooksdelight.co.uk\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}