Help me I have no name and no idea where I came from

On 23/9 they dumped me here
not a word not a pat
really it was clear
now where I was at
in some shelter somewhere
Yea I smelled that rat

its a county shelter
somewhere
I’d hoped I’d never be
its funny when you live
with humans you think
that you can see

how they love you
but here again I was wrong
for I
am 3 years old
I am neutered
and if nobody comes by

Ill be for the chop of course
this is going to be
a few long days of sweat I think
its possible that I am going to die
I hear this shelter has a kill rate
that really is sky high

so there you go
this looks like curtains
I’ll end up below
I hope somebody sees this
and wants a faithful friend
but I have stop now because I’m crying
thinking about my end

Shelter in Lancaster CA